Gaaaaaaaaay

Blogging doesnt seem as appealing as it did 6years ago. Sigh! Okay so some gay guy sneaked into my account & blabbered. :BBBBB And nobody could recognise the difference in typing?!?! Im so very disappointed! DDDDDDD:
What on earth have I been up to these few days you askkkkk???? Nothing productive. ):
Friday was Christmin's birthday celebration chalet! :D
Saturday was all tuition.
Sunday was sitting in Mac with a bunch of madasses to study aka chitchat (ya la! ho sei already, tsk tsk) & wish JinHan a happy birthday at his place! I swear he has awesome & sweet friends! :D
Monday kept me awake till 12midnight to suprise my dear mummy with a birthday cake! :DDDDD and of course meeting the bitch in between everything else, HAHAHAHAHA.

For the rest of the week, I will incubate & collapse my entire universal to a limit of just my room's four walls to mug for a miracle. ): Hope & wish & hope & wish we will survive together! :D But I hope WeiYoong dies (dark cynical laughter) >:DDDDD

It's time to bring out the highly hypocritical suit out again. *dust dust* SIGH!

Life has jumped over the moon & got on the brighter side......maybe? ^^

ANTS~~!!?!!?

I FOUND A DEAD ANT INSIDE MY EAR!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~ and i immediately called my G to tell him about this...... then he said that my bed is too dirty and my brain is full of ants. I STRONGLY AGREED. =DDDD last thing of the day is................................................................

My G rockzsx my world EVERYDAY. ROAR~~~ that's the end for now xD hehe

Failure

I feel like some bloody failure laaaaa ): Can't even make you happy for consecutive 3 days. Silence has never been so loud. DDDDDD:

Still...I had a more than happy Earth day. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
And an even more more than intruiging day after school. :DDDDDDDD

(Love you! +sorry sorry sorry sorry!)

Frozen time

Suddenly there are so many things I want to tell you. Suddenly so many things are going wrong. Suddenly Im feeling so fed up, so thrown off my calmness, so short of breath, so weak, so feel like letting my emotions run loose & control me.

I hate all the cross mentalities the adults have in my house. I'm 16 but I cannot do anything about all of this but blog it out. Why? Because no muthafucking person allows me say anything, do anything. No one respects my point of view. Great. I feel so useful now, thanks people.

Insecure because it was just a few short days before you changed your mind.

(Im really thrown off my usual self so much so I cant blog. Fuck. Oh ya, cuz they are currently quarreling & Im very fucking pissed off & at loss. Stupid siblings, stupid adults, stupid maid, stupid old people, stupid relatives. FUCK FUCK FUCK.)

Ben 10 frenzy & my bro is hot :D

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is maze and love is a riddle

(Lenka- The Show)

I LOVE TRICIA TAN SO DAMN VERY MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :BBBB
I MISS KELLYANN TEO VERY DAMN SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHH! :BBBB
I WANNA MEET DEAR HATES SOOON! :BBBB
I. WANT. TO. GET. 8. FUCKEN. POINTS. FOR. OLEVELS AND NO ONE IS GOING TO STOP ME. :BBBB

It sucks to feel so determined, but you know what's worse? To be a little bit caught in the middle cos' life is maze & life is a riddle. :BBBB

I have CIP proj tomorrow, tuition &&&&&&& hehehehehehe ANOTHER BLEHDY FREE CONCERT WITH DEAR DONGQIANG, ZHIWEN & WEIKAI LOLOLOLOL YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. I. WILL. MAKE. PEOPLE. JEALOUS. YES. YES. YES. (esp Gracey hahahahaha!)And a little lovesick. Shit! T__________T

Bullshit.

Seriously bullshit. I sprained my bloody ankle for the 3rd time causing myself to not go to OFS for exchange programme. As much as I was looking forward to the mother fucking trip, I couldnt attend. Mum got food poisoning and granny has her dizzy spells. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

I dont know how long will this go on, but I know it wouldnt last. Me and all my nonsense la, bullshit.

Poh-teh-toe, per-tah-toe

Smells filling up your nostrils that remind you of the past you had. Seeing the places you had memories plastered all over re-entering your mind. Feeling the soft blankets & pillows are rolled on in the day. How could anyone in the right mind forget things like that? Well they would just put it in a secret compartment of the hypothalamus. Yeah.

And guess what? I'm still a rockstar. \m/

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I know I've been a bitch these days, being selective on replying different messages. I'm just freakishly tired because I've not been sleeping properly due to several occasions. Whatever it is, I'll be up about & ready to start mugging by Monday. SOOOOOOOOOMPA. I'll be a little more alert in class compared to now because I'm on a mini secret mission. :B To save the weary! Ironic much. XD

Peace love joy on Monday! TOOOOOOODLES.

Real life for morons

Went to flea with Tricia & a mummy cramp )))))))): She's a rocker cuz I forgot to bring my cash & therefore travelled from PS back to bk & all the way back home with me while it was raining moos & mehs! :D Rock on ;DDDDDD

Spoke a lot on the way, havent had such a conversation with her for a nong nong time! :D Yeaaaaaaaaaah. Didnt get to get what I had in mind, but it's alright, better luck next time! ;D

Should I start mugging? -.- No mood + dont know where to start + worried about other stufffffffffff. Sighhhhhhh!

I havent been talking to anyone like this since last year, which is pretty much of a good thing..for me. I just hope I dont lose all of this in a second again! Dumb bitch. :D Your very fit & FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT. HAHAHAHHAHAHAA. "L" :PpPpPp

Little spies/////

Everything has seemed so dull, colourless & lifeless in my eyes since Wednesday. I had wanted it to end ever since it started but since it ended I dont know what I want now. It's been taking so much of my time it became so much of part of my life I dont even know what to do after what I want happens. What's worse is that we lost the reason to go back to help the juniors. What the shit.

Today's a Good Friday & I got the bitch to buy food for me & come over to chit chat a little. :D Got too nua-ish to exit my humble home. :B The bitch has been unlucky buying my food,

"what you want eat?"
"hokkien mee & carrot juce"
10 minutes later-
"eh hokkien mee stall close already"
"haaar? then carrot cake orh"
5 minutes later-
Me:"dont tell me close hor"
"erm havent open"

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another ardous 5 minutes later-
"eh your carrot juice no more already"

I'm a lucky girl to have a friend like you! :D And oh no....it's going to rain.

I love you bytch! :D

Just when the ringing started, I bit my lower lip just a second too soon before the wailing began & put it down though I'd been abandoned once again. Just like those who promised he/she would be around as long as they lived, they left my life. Fortunately it wasnt the case. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Comments for the SYF,
"Omg damn heng grins from eye to eye" :DDDDDDDD

for everything else that happened after SYF,
"bloody hell"

Just one more day

After that I finally figured what you meant to me still.

I'm going to get what I want really soooooooooooooooon. :D (which are so many priceless things)

Vanessa's 16th birthday chalet was pretty much getting high & getting shocked over listening to what happened. :B Happy belated birthday! Ahhh, just hope no one would spill the bloody beans. *crosses fingers & chants "I just want to graduate in peace asap"*

Will be going out soon. Heh. I've stuff planned. It feels good to know what is gonna happen. ;DDD

And realised why you weren't worth it.

Never well & in tip-top condition

It's so annoying to always feel sick, or tired & unwell. It's worse to have someone breathing down your neck chiding you at your every move when you feel like shit. The days on the calender are being torn at an inevitable rapid speed & horribly I haven't done anything productive since the start of February. -.- What is there to rant about lah alamak. ZZZZZZZZZZ.

ANYHOO!
30th March(Monday) was GW/ahwee/ahwei/ahgao/guanwei/wee/GUANWEE 's 16th birthday! :D I dont have any photos on what happened but I hope he enjoyed that 40minutes short trick/celebration! :D

Ohhh if you were wondering. At 11pm Shaun, Damian & I went to Desmond's house to get ready all the stuff to wish GW a happy birthday with a cake's presentation at 12midnight. :D

First I called him to say I needed someone to talk to(yes I know really fucked up) then he came down & I dragged him to the MSCP where Des & Damian presented FISH cake & made him chiong it down. Lololol, he stuffed the whole cake into his mouth & in the end spit it down. LOLOLOL!!! If you look carefully near Block4B you will still see a weird looking fishcake there. HAHAHAHAHA.

Then gave him his stupid cake & talk talk chat chat! ;DDDD Great night, great memories! HEHEHE, sadly no pictures lah! ):

31stMarch(Tuesday)
CHUNHEI & GEETHA'S 16th BIRTHDAY! :DDDDD

1stApril(Wednesday)
Prankster day. Toothpaste-filled oreo caught Alex See, Vanessa, SiewPing, Brenda, Clara, Tricia, offguard! ;D I dont know who else PeiSi pranked, not me ah! Had a longgggggg chat with da Botch. (: Felt awesome after not seeing each other for quite some time.

2ndApril
Sent myself home for feeling like shit currently! .________. and still no peace! My bloody grandma picked me up from school & shouted at me in school infront of I dont know how many motherfucking people! Nagged all the way home. Hai, stuck in this stupid shit for eternity (not like some S.O.B who's gonna get holiday soon!)

Tomorrow.......4more days.

Other than that, thanks for being there for me morning, afternoon & night until the next morning bloody fat giant pig! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD