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USING WIFI TO UPDATE. Retarded. Be back later in the day to update. You're driving me nucking futs. Thank you everyone who allowed me to be an absolute nuisance in their presence. Boys like girls are rocking out all over my tv screenz, luv hawt guys. Smile lovies!

Jelly night

Had dinner with Kelly tonight :D Made jelly(aka things to fling around) at her place :D Teachers' day celebration at centre + dinner out again tomorrow. ;D

Surprises surprises surprises, life is really taking a right turn after all. I love the smiles from you guys:) Thank you lovies. Thank you for making my night turn back around too:)

All I want to know is how you are doing in your life

I'm afraid,

very afraid.

Imagine you, but me, and that's who I am

"When you get old, in life, things get taken from you. I mean, that’s a part of life. But, you only learn that when you start losing stuff. You find out life’s this game of inches, so is football. Because in either game, life or football, the margin for error is so small. I mean, one half a step too late or too early and you don’t quite make it. One half second too slow, too fast and you don’t quite catch it. The inches we need are everywhere around us… And I know if I’m going to have any life anymore it’s because I’m still willing to fight and die for that inch, because that’s what living is, the six inches in front of your face."

— Al Pacino, Any Given Sunday (via thoughtsdetained)

How do you stop losing anyone that's important to you?

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Cute, rich and kp abit nvm!

Omg, omg, omg, i cannot shake it off! Paranoia at its best. Shit, forget it la Vanessa!

Surfed, chit chat, got annoyed by sister and laugh like idiots(and and Tricia finally snorted while laughing!) Meerkats came over to lepak lepak & do a tiny bit of talk-good-about-the-SC typing LOLOLOL.

Tomorrow retakers' torture, MUST GO BACK TO SCHOOL :( Stupid mother tongue paper. Talk about papers, Im so damn disappointed! I got a 6 for combined humanz! 6!!! How to go JC like that! Stupid genes mutated and took over to be the dominant pair of alleles when the olevels are nearing?! DAMN!

Oh yeah! MUST THANK THADDEUS THE FAT ONE FOR TEACHING ME MOLECULAR GENETICS HAHAHAHAHAHA. MUST THANK KELKEL THE MEOW MEOW FOR LAUGHING SO I LAUGH HAHAHAHA :D


FEEL LIKE EATINGGGGGGGGGGG THESSEEEEEE NOWWWWW

And what's wrong with retarded hormonal changing teenagers nowadays? Since when did having an attitude and an eye problem swirled in with a huge english structural problem become a trend? -.- Since when did not caring and blaming around become the next best thing?

So sick of all the nonsense that I had been put through. Biang. If only my cousin was here. Lol, will rant a billion stories to her! Oh yeah! Speaking of cousins, Sarah is coming back to Singapore! And she's coming back with a driver's license! :DDDDDD We can drive all over Singapore in search for the greatest types of fooooood! \m/

Regretful ._.

Pointless, aimless, literally useless

Have finally gotten the liberty to have an afternoon nap after....a few frickin days of consecutive mentally-scorching constant mugging. Its definitely easier to study with an objective in mind, that's what i learnt! I have also acquired the skill to mug alone at home! :DDDD

OH!!!! I almost forgot I have amaths tuition later!!!!! WALAO!

Chuckie-baby in our class taught us fellow meerkats some girl stuff today HAHAHAHAHA and you know what?! QianYa's poking techinique is extremely fatal, BEWARE!!!!

4 more chapters to go! And i have tuition later. Aiyah, sleep more important right.

Life lesson for you people out there!!!!!!!:
Dont be an asswipe ARIGATO.

Just like how Syahida asks Tricia when she shakes the chair ever so violently, just like how my mother asks my sister when she starts licking the armrest of the sofa, just like how some people ask Chung when he gives out the MCQ answers for tomorrow's combined Chemistry paper one,

I ask,

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU??

(A constant reminder of me being at the bottom. I dont need such shit from anyone.)

Smoked salmon

Tuition after tuition until 5pm. Finally took a breather with gay to catch a flick. Bloody gory Orphan. Omg, practically only watched half. HEHEHEHE, THRILLING.

Just came home around 1 hour ago. It's pouring meows and woofs now. Sad cockroaches must be scattering across the floors, dodging the big raindrops. Cute day with the christmas tree today. Hehehahahohohuhu.

Watching part of Spanglish now. Weird show. Lol!

Chiong arhhhhhhhhhhhhh study!

Today was

SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN with long long nice chats with Tricia and Kelly.

Not all O level students feel at such a loss. Choices waiting to be made. Decisions laying around for us to pick up and do. Yet time just goes on, it doesnt wait, it never goes backward. Feeling bored, feeling tired, feeling hopeless all the time? What kind of feeling is thissssssss. Depression ah.

That's the summary of the day. Bloody pathetic right.

LOVE LOVE TRICIIIIIIA AND KELLLLLLY

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARYYYYYYYYY!

We need to talk

Now that the Chinese results are released, it feels like there is a force weighing down on me. And its saying "you better think about the future right now, if not, you'll regret" Just like how im regretting how my life is played out right at this present moment. Oh well, taste the bad ones, savour the sweet.

I really want to sit down and talk to someone about what they think im good at and what I should do in the future. Everyone is good at something. Like Shermine is good at her maths, science and chinese and is responsible and keeps her promises. And Tricia is good at music, drama, maths and being humble and outspoken at the right times although her shy personality is a net that prevents most things from the good coming out. Syahida takes charge and tries to put in her best at everything she does, it's the best or nothing from her. And is like a big sister to everyone. Keshini, the smart and huggable one heeeee. Albeit fierce-looking, she's easy to talk to and will say exactly what she feels which is really valuable.

HEY HEY HEY CHEER UP LOVIES!

(Hey, I just cheered myself up again! :D How i wish .......... ._.)

I KINDA MISS CHATTING WIH LYNETTE LEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! SHE'S UBER FUNNY HEHEHOHOHAHA-EEYOR-EEYOR!

I need to bloody hell wake up. What am i doing now?! Maybe later will help :)

Bi,

Happy slimey birthday :BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB

Learn

dont anticipate.

70minutes, 70%wait

BIG NEWS: MY SISTER IS GOING TO ATTEND NURSERY AT THE END OF THIS MONTH!
BEWARE OF NICHOLINA LIU SI YU! SHE BITES. LITERALLY!!!!!!!!!

No interest = no conversation, no wonder.

Kumar Drag Queen

THANKS SHAUN. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

(2)

Sister: "Poo poo"
Me: "You want poo poo?"
Sister: "Ya"
*carry sister to the toilet seat*
2minutes after sitting there and me staring at her
Sister: "Nothing come out, i fang pi"

-.-'"

Mummy bought 4 mini crabs today. Like really mini ones. Their shells have only the length of about 1 or 1.5cm long. Lol, look at your ruler for an esitimation. LOLOLOL.

Getting phone back tmrrrrrr! Same anticipation. Dont know why it comes and it never goes away. A day without a phone was okay because HE MESSAGED HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

LOL, TELL YOU A JOKE, MY SISTER JUST TRIPPED OVER HER OWN HAIR. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA, IM SO MEAN. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Olevel oral

>___________<

Performed better for oral than what i thought. hehehehe. just scolded my sister for maligning me. -.- im not angry, i just dont want her to malign other people in the future. roarrrrrrr, sleeping and dehydrated.....

pocky, pretz and donuts!

Nothing more than a meaningless word born out of fear of aging

Talk cock with mummy lasted till 5 in the morning, omg. Took nicho out of the house and she's dead beat now. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA. Some maid mistook me for being a mother &*)^&*$#%*#^$)^&#$#%^*#

I've got no phone to use till tues!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tmr's english oral for the last time oladi >_____< (<-this is pathetic face v1.5)

Oh crash & burn.

Nice shot

MCD WITH MUMMY FOR SUPPER. DOUBLE WASABI FILET O FISH. DONT LAUGH EH BI. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Die la, supper eh. Tummyyyyyyyyy like gay loh's OH MY GOD. HHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA.

Nice talking cock session today. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Sincerely Yours- Hit The Lights

Bet you didn't know!

TRUST

That's RIGHT LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT on your handphone dictionary.

I drowned a fish with Syahida today. It floated. We watched it float and go with the current with the rest of the leaves in the canal. I actually hoped for it to start breathing........just like how i hoped for every vibration from my phone was any one message of yours.
That removed 1% of my unhappiness today :) Love you homieeeeeeeeeeeeee

*edited
Seems like the day seemed more appealing at the end. But nobody could replace the joy you give me.

Brave the winds baby

I gave up playing with my siblings. As happy they make me, the moment i step into my empty room, i cannot take your absence.

You fill me with amazement that a person could throw your spirits so high up in the sky yet the same person could catch it in mid air and lightly tip it over so it crashes like fragile glass, shards scattered all over. You amaze me.

(6)

More than what adjectives can serve

Every little thing is pissing you off. The air in your room, the inbox full of his messages from yesterday, your sister clawing to get into my room, the shouting grandma, his mysteries, the phone vibrations leaving you more disappointed than you already were with every empty hope that it was him, even the need of having to breathe. And when you get so angry till you cry, you get so much angrier at yourself for being such a frail limping piece of mushed up wet tissue. Yet the slightest scent of him could leave you deranged and leg wobbly, melting every bit of hard up anger, or even the loudest war of your life through the ground. What about now?

What if the only person who could stop you from feeling this way was the person that was mad at you?

Is forever ending?

This situation is just so overrated.

Disgust clawing on my insides, for once i see no sign of turning back.

At least i didnt have a lonely afternoon, like i thought it would end up, thanks to a coincidental misplacement of key, hehe :)

I am...

at the bottom of the ladder of the world's population.

screwed.

Do it because you want to not because you have to.
Have to want to.

I fail this family.

Why is time in such a hurry,
when minds are in a scurry.

How i wish i could put all these emotions into words.
How i wish someone would read those words i never written
to give me a hug and tell me what to do.

Maybe,

all fuzzed

would work.

Or

confused, going no where, lost

could.

Why doesnt anyone teach me why things are like that?

Grandma Paints a Pony & teletubbies

This is what your sister can drive you to. Omg. Well in my case, MY SISTER.

Happy Pocky Day!

HAPNATDAY aka MY FAMILY GATHERING DAY :D

Had wanton in the afternoon! :D Awesome gathering. Would have been better if the Lees were around too! A rare thing happened, i allowed them in my room, heeeeeeeeeee.

Cut my hair, looks the same, feels better hehehehe.

Had a pocky day with the chubby cheeks 'mowww' before dinner at home (yea, didnt go to the steamboat because family more important right? Right?!) Banana pocky, almond crush pocky, ham and cheese pretz and not forgetting our favourite car-root-joos. :DDD I miss chilli cha cha but cant find it though! It was like sex in my mouth, LOLOLOL

Gotta continue mugging tomorow. Family watching the first ever person of this generation (since bloody Stef skipped it-.-) to get great grades. All eyes on me now, damn.

Soccer on the telly and everyone cheering and jeering, Chelsea vs Man-U, boohoo too bad no Liverpool homie! :P Awesome night. :)

Got my idea already, yay! :D

Goodnight world! :)

Light it up, blow it out

I need an idea! ASAP! :(

Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs

Heh, the video Tricia was talking about in bio class! :D Mussssssst watch! :D

On the edge of exploding

I dont like people nagging at me. I dont like people nagging at other people. I dont like anything to do with old women and nagging that doesnt constitute to a better behaviour. Nagging and screaming at a bleeding girl who just fell down is just as retarded, redundant and fucking irritating as playing pavarati's song on repeat he whole day.

Dont get angry with me for not feel like talking. Dont be angry with me for being angry, its fucking stupid. Just leave me alone if you cant understand me.

Fuck it man, i feel like shit.

Smack in the face

Fuck it, it's absolutely disgusting to feel so disappointed. It's worse when u feel disappointed and have no one to pin the blame on. It's disappointment at it's best when it's all youve been looking forward to for quite sometime disappears just like that.

Disappointed + stress + guilty + extremely drained = the urge to cry out loud

FML.

Sorry so much too my dear! Swear i'll make it up to you. Ah poo it.

Friendly and nothing m-m-m-more!

BAD HAIR NIGHT! THE HAIR IN THE CENTRE OF MY HEAD FEELS SO FRICKIN ROUGH. YUCK.

Physics.........was...........really.................a total waste of time, as always. Gaaaaaaaawd.

Played badminton with tricia and netball with the NBpeople then badminton again! Mac mac mac talk cock, home.

BAD HAIR SUCKS, IT FEELS SO DISGUSTING. OMGWTFBBQ.

Going to sleeeeeep nao!:)

Best day of my life

I think its ashley. Yeah IT IS ASHLEY HAHAHAHAHA! Fair guys who wear mascara look really really weird. Ignore the BSB behind-.-

Prelim prelim all the way! O:<>

My day was awesome man!
Lets seeeeeeee,
1)woke up with a very tensed up and cramped neck-.-
2)missed tricia getting hit in the face with a ball HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA SO DAMN SAD
3)ran across the road just to catch the bus but THE FUCKING DRIVER DIDNT WANT TO OPEN THE DOOR FOR ME
4)waited 15minutes for the next bus
5)at the last step to the 2nd deck, my slipper slipped off-.-
6)had to wait 15minutes hungry and alone at the bus stop to go home
7)MY SISTER GOT MORE PRESENTS THAN ME FOR HER BIRTHDAY!!!!
8)very tired now

NIGHT NIGHT NIGHT NIGHT

Equally empty

Let me put it this way..i havent been what i like to call honest either.
From the start.

Been wasting my life away. How much i wish to explore the depths of highness.

@ swensens last night,
Stepdad:"Stop playing with water! Look at your shirt! So dirty!"
Nicho:"No! I dont want to look at my shirt!"

Hehehehe, extremely funny.

Anyhoo,
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CHEONG WEISIANG! (2nd aug)
HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY NICHOLINA! (3rd aug)
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY WENCONG! (5th aug)

:) Night night.

Untitledly disturbing

OMG, LOL, OUR TRAGIC LITTLE STORY. LOLOLOL!

I actually find it quite amusing. I'm such a sucker, LOL!

Shhhh, no offence k! :D Madonna so muscular, walao. Eeeeee..

Howie Do It was very funny

Man:"Wow you have nice legs"
Woman:"Thank you!*beaming*"
Man:"What time do they open?"
Woman walks away

Okay, byebye!

Bligger(blogtwit)

CHOCOLATE CAKE/APPLE CRUMBLE/APPLE STRUDEL/APPLE TURNOVER/APPLE WORM/A NAP SOUNDS GOOD RIGHT NOW,

hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy @ 3.

Made

Wooooooooooo, made is irritatingly addictive. LOL. if i said i wasnt irritated before studying i was lying. WELL IM ALL CHEERED UP NOW CRAZY THUMPING OF THE TECHNOMUSIC. I BLOODY NEED SLEEP NOW. HAHAHAHAHA!

(another stupid post yayz!)