Ants in my keyboard!

I feel happier reading my April posts. Do you? Things always are happier without me trying too hard. Will we get back to being that awesome?

So many questions, so little answers. All I know is, I really love you and look up to you as my friend. No kid. But ah, study first.

Stupid ant ran into my keyboard!

Laughed while reading all my previous posts..which makes me unwilling to live the present. Well, wish me luck for A math paper 1 in about 2 and a half hours time.

What I learnt:
to cherish my friends more and NEVER to upgrade a friendship!!!!
BECAUSE I SUCK AT BEING A GIRLFRIEND!!!! Zzzz.

ROAR LOVE YOU ALL, KTHXMWAHBYE.

Your Mom could always be worse!

A video I watched a few weeks ago, hehehehehe.

Sigh, I never knew staying at home with your Grandma could be this stressful.

(I dreamt of stnging skinny cigg with botch's mum this morning. LIKE WHAT?! LOL)

LIVE, not survive

CATCH US LOITERING AROUND THE STREETS OF THE WANDERERS AFTER THE 13TH NOVEMBER!

Plans plans piled up to the brim! No more sitting in musty air-conditioned rooms surrounded with a plethora of pulp paper, brow wrinkled in distress! Just basking in the sun, dripping perspiration and a shine of the teeth! :D

I hope you were telling the truth! *cross fingers* :DDDDDD

(Here's to the people who spent time making my day:
I love you and thank you for the little moments!!!!)

CAN'T WAIT FOR THE THIS SHIT TO END! WOOHOOOOOOO!

Still cant stop smiling with what i see:)

我还是被耍.

Very worried over business unrelated.

(SMILE! ITS FREE!)

11 things to be happy about this week!:
1)I know my meerkats love me :D I love them tooooo! (aww)
2)Absorbing like a sponge!
3)Celebrated Kel's birthday twice with cutie piezzz! :D (Cannot be actor la, sad)
4)Debut sheesha!
5)I got back my bitch friend :) (but i miss you like crazy)
6)My amah and Kel have the same smell as my bitch friend's house (MISS EVEN MORE)
7)Exams are going to start = going to end! :)
8)Many plans after exams over!!!(ice-skating, room painting, chalets chalets chalets, tanning, swimming, ktv-ing, shopping, time with sister, SWIMMING SWMIMMING SWIMMING!!)
9)Have Physics tuition tmr!
10)I slept for 12 hours yesterday
11)I got to know a new friend! (whom drove me to SiMei to eat wanton mee and whom i'll never see again! awww)

I will feel very crushed if you end up liking her again. :/

Taking a break from being depressed :B

SNAPJACK PWN YOU!!! SNAPJACK FTW!!!

Just shows how much i mean to you

I skipped school today because..........i thought i could see you finally

But.......you didnt want to see me or rather you're too caught up with your own life to know that im suffering inside

And now I feel worse.

I need help. I need a lot of help.

Before I execute the suicidal thoughts

You No one ever understood that I was weaker than what they see everyday. Fight after fight everyday, I wonder what for.

Explain to me why my nights always end in tears, why I come here feeling like shite 3/4 of the time and how you affect me so much.

Yes, I feel like shit.

I've yet to feel exactly alright for an extremely long time.. Again, what am i doing this for?

With the one last slam of the knife right through your heart, i died.

I killed you, I killed me.

Will be you be back?

No.

What a post

I hate change. I hate everyone who has made me sad before. I hate anyone who hurts me. I hate to hate. Why do humans hurt? Why do humans hate?

Why do we feel incompetent? Why do you make me feel like a fool all the time? Hopeless and pathetic.

Why do you say you love me and stab me in the heart every second?

Happiness is a chore everyday. Everyday.

Depressed, deprived, dead

It is when one of the few key holders of your life opens the door, slaps your face, chucks the key to your face and slams the door.

It is when you realise, the person you thought you could relate to, was gone.

It is only 1 year later your mind clicks that the person who would readily say yes to any random request you make, who would suddenly feel like eating or drinking the same thing you do, who would stay over at each other's places to do nothing but watch tv and laugh throughout the night, who would come up to you and ask "why? what happen?" even when you look alright but he/she knows how you felt without mentioning it, who would catch your eye and start giggling and you would start to too, has vanished and left your life.

Your one and only person who could enter your mind, rewire your hypothalamus has now allowed him/herself to contact you via sms when you were already on the ledge.

The stress, the trauma, the pressure, the expectations, the papers, your regrets-on-hold building up, weighing you down. The only way you could go was down.

Everyone is preoccupied, everyone is vying for the spots. Why has competition emerged as a fire breathing dragon that shortens your temper, takes away your paitence, tears your happiness and brings tears to your eyes?

Tp/tb, I miss you.

我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!我很SAD!

我很SAD!

"Every time you hold in a fart, you're that much closer to killing a baby!"

Who lives in the pineapple under the sea?

My arm is BURNING, my eyes are ANHYDROUS, the small little cavity in my mind containing that mushy substance full of knowledge -or whatever i know, is BUBBLING WITH OVERHEAT.

The past, has happened, the future, is dictated. I just have to follow the plan. Follow. The. Plan.

I failed the year. 2009, you suck.

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I burned my arm while ironing clothes, SIGH!!!!!!!