Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Cheerios for you to cheer you up!


My facebook account is in Varsha's possession!! I have Shini's! :DDDD Ngehhhh, finally can get to do my por-jeck work eom now. :D Added you back instead of waiting for you to add me back LOLOLOL! Feel so stupid now. Dont even know if you accepted friend requesttttttttttttt

Dreams~ Ri you suo si, ye you suo meng. I dreamt you held my hand while you dragged me to the cereal corner giggling at the weirdest things ever :DDD

Didnt attend school yet again. Been have gastric problems since forever(%#&*^*)

Wee says people should think what they want & only think what they want. Time to let go. Ok, im off to think of methods to prevent people from overspending on credit :P

Monday, June 28, 2010

Going, going, gone

And so i finally had some closure with a very close friend of mine:)

Been feeling so emooooo. Thank God for your smiley face.

Homie says im just having major Monday blues. I really appreciate that she still bothers to reply my messages even when im terrible at replying messages. Thank you luvvvvv.

Been ranting to Joyce about some guy(big big big biggie) the whole day... She thinks im mad & that we should go home early everyday to study so we can pass our promos & go to Sarawak together.

I'm waiting for the School Portal to load to do my System of Linear Equations AKA Matrices. What a long name for something so basic. And the portal is taking it's own sweet time to load!!

I'm also waiting for the time to message Varsha my facebook acc. details so she can change my password & i dont have the authority to use it anymore hahahaha! I have control over Shini's!! It was their idea! They're really cute to think of something like this :DD

I'm also waiting for time to make everything right again for me. I really screwed up big time when i just turned 17. People become irritated & annoyed with me. Thank God there are still people like Wee, Kelly, Homie, AhDiZen, Alson who are willing to pause a moment for me to rant heheheh.

Ok, back to nerd mode B)

Syj ah syj-.- Why i so loousy?!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Last thought of the day

I stalk your page at least 20 times a day-.-

Ok, time to die. Bye life, hi school.

(do you know all the while.....this whole space could belong to you?)

Read this then,

I.
Fucking.
Miss.
You.

But please, dont miss me.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

You'll be on my mind for sometime

I saw my GP essay. Thank you very much. If you're still reading....

Open your eyes and see, you're better off without me.

We The JC Kings!


And so, i spent 5 hours at Siewp's wonder rooftop doing chem & maths (Y) + a total of 2 hours watching Driving Miss Foodie & cooking mee goreng for breakfast. We didnt watch the sunrise in the end beause we were all half dead. Or rather, i was sleeping. HAHAHAHA. I'm so darn tired nao :(

We Jay-ed the whole night!!! Sang Chao Ren Bu Hui Fei, Hao Jiu Bu Jian, Gui Ji, Hui Dao Guo Qu, Qing Tian etc etc etc!
& there was this Zen Me Ban or Wei Shen Me song playing in the radio HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Okay, i felt accomplished last night! And i was the first to ever stayover at her place!!!! :D Happayeeeee!!

Oh, my brother's been sent to childcare so i'll be alone at home until 5pm at least! So if you guys wanna ransack my place, anytime ok? :D Mwahahahaha

Need to buck up like a limp piece of oily bacon!!! Going to do meiosis & mitosis nao laaaaa.

Haikail! How to hammer o.o like... 0h2~ Doesnt sound right!!!


ZHOU JIE LUN ZHOU JIE LUN ZHOU JIE LUN :DDD

(Yeah i miss you, but i made up my mind with lipstick HAHAHAH. Guess i'll just wait till the day you add me back & we'll see how it goes? I dont wanna hurt you anymoreeeeee)

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Kao di yi ge gan jue!

OMG,QING TIAN ONLY HAS 4 CHORDS!!! HAPPY LIKE SHIT :D

Should've listened to GuanWee & Kelly that time. Now i shall learn & listen to GuanWee.
KAO DI YI GE GAN JUE!

K, i should move on. Even as much as i miss you right now!! :/ Hope no one told you for me to cost you another heartbreak.

ZJL can only remind me of.......nananananana.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

If anyone is reading...

Be a friend. Tell me, what have i done wrong & what do you want me to do to make it right again?

Alternatively, you can just tell me what have i done wrong..

Dont tell me what to think just because you think what you think is right.
I still respect you as a person, dont take it for granted.

I'm fine:)

To: Anyone out there
Message: Teach me how to multitask! Sing & play at the same time!! :(

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

I decided to...

walk away from everything i have left
Why is it that when people grow older, they become more mum on the problems they have between others?
Gotta find some-fucking-one who i can fucking trust

I'm just the girl who messed it up again.

Nervous, afraid, drawn, can't fall asleep.

Empty.

I began to like you.

Then.......i had second thoughts.

You drifted away.

You figured i gave you high hopes.

I hoped you'd meet me again.

You've been on my mind.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Wedding Dress

OMFG, I KNOW HOW TO PLAY OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD HAPPINESS~~~~~~~~

OMGGGG!!! NEXT SONG....BIG GIRLS DONT CRY!!!!!!!!!!!! For Homie! :D
I think i will look for summer and play it for you :P

Going to meet ShiWei now :D OMFG, HAPPYMOSQUITO~

THIS IS MY EMO SPACE

Fucking fleas remind me of you.

So do balloons, east coast park, kites, grass, flat sony ericsson phone, flat sony ericsson phone in the toilet which you still used anyway, cows, roten vrains, spongebob nose whistle & crows, friendster, band, meerkats, ping pong balls, flour, the zoo, my sister, my mum(who says i should be as nice as you-.-), macdonalds & geography, horribly mismatched clothes, flower prints, laugh, fun, christmas overnight sushi rolls, hugs.......

and so many fucking things.

How have we been reduced to this?


Fucking fleas still remind me of you. And i can never forget your old handphone number.

I suck at forgetting such stuff.

Do you even remember?

Friday, June 18, 2010

Truth

Hey toothpaste,
I want to know everything. Why are you telling other people more stuff than you should be telling me? Give me a chance & answer my questions when i ask them will you? Doesn't anything we've been though stand? I can live without you, but i really choose not to. I'm not close to anyone close to you right now but it doesnt even matter. C'mon, you know this situation aint going away on it's own. I'll be stubborn(just like how you hate me to be) & make us right again.

Dear bitch,
You delete me, you change your status to attempt to piss me off & add me back. And when i refuse to get pissed off, you block me. I really can't believe this is/was you. What's up with all this bullshit. What the hell did i do to you recently?

Going to sentosa soon right after Shermine's interview ends & RP's school curriculum ends :D

I hope it isn't all plastic today.

Been trying to play Drops of Jupiter the past few days. Fingers are attracted to the strings<3 color="#ff6666" size="5">Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star~

TELL ME,

WHY ARE YOU SO MUTHAFUCKING CHILDISH?

Take the issue & put it infront of us rather than you make so much effort to avoid me like this. Can't believe i thought i knew you.

Monday, June 7, 2010

어떻게?!

Time check: 6.53AM

I've been awake since 5.10pm. Whattheheck. Have been going through my work after i reached home.

Went out with Hates today :DD I owe him big time thanks to his secret. HAHAHAHA, FRICKIN FUNNY SHIT :D Met Kelly today too!!! *ultra huggggs* And guess who i saw?! :D

Tricia & Christmin!!

Cool shiat, havent seen them since......nah i also dunno LOL

I miss Thaddeus & SinYuan's singing~~~~~~~~~~~

Okay bye :DDDDD I JUST REALISED..............i need to go to school tomorrow-.-

WELLS OF LUCK FOR THOSE WHO HAVE EXAMS & WHOEVER WHO READS THIS SPACE :PPPPPP

Hehehe, feels like a private blog~~~~ iLikeeeee

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Contemplating~

Should I fly away for a holiday this June? :D

IT WILL ONLY BE A WEEK!!! :PpPpP It's a colddddddd country~~~~that i've been to only a handful of times!

I drove a car there! :DDDD

SO SHOULD I GO OR NOT GO?! :DDDDDDD

Friday, June 4, 2010

Mess up my bed with me


More on action, less about the words.

Do not forget come daylight