My life-table

This is for those who are still waiting for me to go out with them or even willing to stay in my social circle....
I'll be having Chemistry SPA(science practical assessment) tomorrow. Bio SPA on the next.
Written Report for my ProjectWork(which, mind you, is an Alevel subject) has to be handed in sometime next Friday.
Next would be promos, which begin on the 27th September.
It will last for 2 weeks? Then full swing for A level mother tongue paper in November and Oral Presentation for ProjectWork.
After all that is over, we'll be down for lessons to catch up on the next year's modules whilst struggling to prepare for our SRGCE (overseas trip).
Around 28th November, we'll be over at Sarawak for about a week. We'll have to prepare for our OGL(if i get to pass my promos-.-) camp and shiat. So the real holidays would start around December.

And not forgetting that i have my Alevels next year! SO~~~~~ looks like my next few months has already been planned out. Are you still willing to be my friend?

OH, AND I HAVE NOT FULLY RECOVERED. And i can't focus like this.

Please people, be considerate, do not make others sick. Thanks!

Chem SPA full marks uh!! :D

Baybeats

Oh my god, i've been sick since Tuesday. It started with the sniffing and ended up with a stuffed nose, a headache, a few on-off fevers and a dry cough. The germs have spread all over in class and have so far infected Cheryl, JiaYee, HuiLin, Vanitha and me. I have no idea who started this but its certainly not frikin me!!! PLEASE DO EVERYONE A FAVOUR AND COME TO SCHOOL WHEN YOU'RE SICK. THANKS!!!!

Our pw group made a rap on youths in debt. Well it went ok until Mdm Ong told us the humour of the video engulfed the entire point of the show. Now we have to churn out another one!!! D: Oh well~~

Almost died on Friday thanks to the flu bug. Got chased home by odacians but ended up chatting with Dawn, Eugena and PeiXin for about an hour near the bridge.

Hate being sick. Being sick always reminds of that certain feeling you gave me. gouhrhvpirnoufgeiofh rubbish.

Anyway, don't people understand sick people hate to be irritated?!?! Stop asking me what i want to eat(that you bloody hell listed to me what i wanted wabiang) or whether i've seen the doctor in your mfking loud booming voice! If you really have to know can you at least lower down your bloody volume and talk to me?! Irritated to the max.

Going for baybeats in an hour. Shiat, how am i supposed to enjoy myself with this stupid illness that's been annoying me since this morning. I swear this sucks.

Cry

I now understand why WanTing feels so sad when she does relatively okay for her papers.

It is when the amount of hardwork you put in doesn't tally with the marks you get.

First time in my life i studied so hard and got such relatively OKAY results.

It's okay. I'll fight to the death.

I hope WanTing doesn't cry anymore though.

Running from

Why am i pushing the one who understands me the most in school away?

I want to push through all the low expectations of me. I want to succeed in my academics, for once. I'm not smart, I know. That's why i took all the effort to sit down and concentrate for some time almost everyday. The route i chose has me to adjust my habits. And that is what i wanted. Isn't it?

Chem & Bio SPA in a week.

Who cares if you are being maligned or backstabbed? Who cares if others spread nothing but bad rumours about you? Who cares if the one you cared about most doesnt give a shit about you? Who cares if whatever they have said about you wasn't true at all? They don't. So why should you huh Vanessa? It is difficult to stay angry for long..I really want to hate your fucking guts. But i can't. I can only rant about whatever that happened and then forget about it. I just really am disappointed by whatever that spews out of your mouth. Maybe one day i will stand up against you. However, i do not have the honour to gain extra time for me to do so yet.

Other than that, i'm sorry if i made it sound like i didnt care. I was...multitasking. You know you matter to me. I made the decision for the better of me. Selfish, but inevitable. There was no other choice involved.

Promos in 6 weeks. Make it happen, Vanessa. Other matters can wait. This can't. You are short of time.

I decided to bail on school for the last time today. It's 5am and i need sleep. I hope we remain friends. Because you are who i depend on for the days to come. Maybe you'll learn to hate me for now but it seems this friendship isn't going to end just yet.

I miss my friends i used to have fun with. Fun.

Shooting star

With aching thighs, i pushed the left pedal down. I felt a bruise coming up at my bottom.

"Shit" i muttered inside my heart. A gust of wind blew against our direction and had my long sticky fringe sprawled all over my face. Swinging my head up towards the sky, i spotted something bright in the dark.

"EH, IS THAT A SHOOTING STAR?" i shouted as a white streak slided across the sea of black.

Everyone else saw it except Kelly :(

Night cycling (Y) Wai-Or-Gy HAHAHAHA!
I made a wish. That you'll be alright:)

I don't want to sit around to finally get hit thinking that i'll never get you back. Because i will. I will do something for it.

Worried

Don't back down. Never back down. You're a strong boy.

Be the hero of your story.

Take care, my dear friend

I know you'll gather up the courage to live through this shadow:)

You can. You will.

The girl who cried sick

I should seriously stop taking MCs. Do you know how it feels like to be genuinely sick and teachers actually question your degree of illness? How it feels like to feel so tired to the extent you want to cry while your teacher asks for the reason for me sleeping late the night before? FYI, i slept at 11plus on Sunday night cos i couldnt take it. And that is early. So trust me when i say im sick. I know it.

So anyway, she still sent me home the moment she saw me. I guess i really looked super duper cui.

Apparently i caught the flu virus. Ngeh. Sucks. Doctor says this infection will make me feel tired no matter how much i sleep. LOLOL. Bloody hell.

I need to consider. Then reconsider. Then think about thinking. First time the values from BSS are used. Metacognition.

Is this love?

2 exact months to chinese Alevel paper and PW's OP. Busy like shiat. Chem lecture test on Monday. Meeting Mauren on Monday♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!!! Star on Tuesday. Study everyday.

These things keep me busy. I miss talking crap with my mum. I miss us gossiping till no end over Mac at 3am in the morning on random Fridays.

I miss sleeping early though I'd rather stay on the phone with you:)

I hate it when it's neither here nor there. I hate it. I hate this. I hate me.