Yknow...i could go crazy one day.

Dear friends, dont say fml.
Cos there will always someone's background worse off than you. Take the shit. Live your life.
Even if you dont mean 'fml' when you say it and you say it because you think its cool, think again. Dont say it anymore. Especially in front of me.


(I've been dreaming about you at night. Its close to a year now. I really miss you.)


Anyway,

I slipped on the way up a bus. Bruised my shins and thigh. Awesome..

I found something worth going to school for :D


I need someone to talk to. In specific, i need to talk to you. You're the only one who knows about all of this. Or should i tell someone new?

Fishyfishy

Pisces girl is very shy, emotional and vulnerable. To protect her susceptibility, she often wears a cloak of wittiness, frigidity and independence. She is afraid of exposing her true self, lest people hurt her in the process. She is a true romantic and secretly yearns for a person who will love her, cuddle her, hug her and make her feel loved and protected. As a mother she may be too permissive and find it difficult to teach discipline.

Come back to Singapore, now!!! :(

The highest part of my life seems like it has long passed. The memories create today will never replace those of yesterday.

I miss Kiaolee talktalk, swimming sessions, being her guinea pig for food, the little moments of bimbocity, the way she makes me laugh just by laughing and so much more its really hard for me to name. I really love the times we just say what we need to say and complain about the lives we lead!!!

I miss Wee, Des & Shaun random movie screenings & talk cock sessions @ my place or Des place or Shaun place! I miss calling Wee cos im on the verge of tears or because i feel sad for no good reason!

I miss everyday basketball with Fang & Shir! Maybe even the whole of kukuclub(doubt anyone would remember though)! Having been Fang since p2 till now. Bluff teacher we headache, stomachache, fever together just to get out of boring school. One thing i regret is not studying with her!!!! But its ok, we're still fine as it is!!

I miss getting phone calls from toothpaste. Asking if she could come over. Playing badminton, going to fleas, playing dress-up, make-up, spamming other people's cameras with our faces, tagging team with each other to suan other people, having the simplest mo qi.

I miss Mauren who would walk me all the way home and up and stalk peoples' blogs just to make me laugh. She's like a freaking sister to me and she's just freaking understanding. It's like we can dont meet for a long long long time and turn up together to crap about her friends and my friends. And im really grateful for never forgetting to call me along for dinner or just for a chat:)

I wouldnt say i want all these back. But i'd love to say that i never regretted the decisions made. I would love to thank them for all these simple yet memorable times we spent together. Be it through basketball, friendster, primary school, secondary school, sec 3 camp, you guys have made the greatest impact in my life.

Especially my family. My mum, in specific. Well, that will be written in my diary of course:)

My promotion to J2 has taken even more of what im already lacking in...fun. And time. But of course will give me more in return. Recognition. We'll do great. Just great.

I'll now make more memories with my new friends:) Greatest friends of my class: Joyce & Ian. I dont know what i'd do without them. With that said, i will attend school to see Joyce everyday^^ And i will forever keep my promise of keeping in touch with them despite being in a different class. I hope they realise this though. That they are the best classmates i can ever have:) That is for sure.

Thank you all for making my life my enjoyable. And no, im not going to die. I'm just thinking back:)

Ha! I'll go back to doing my research on crime & punishment.

Pig, please come back to Sg fast fast! :(

Schedule

Wednesday> 3pm GP tuition. Ian & Joyce coming over for UP and dinner! :DDDD (EXCITED LIKE HELL)
Thursday> School until 5pm then HP7 with Mauren & friends! :D
Friday> School and dance audition!!! (EXCITED TO THE BRIM!)
Saturday> Vanitha's deepa celeb & YuXian's birthday celeb!
Sunday> GP tuitionnnnnnnnnnnnn
Monday to Friday> School, CCA & SRGCE until 5pm?
Saturday> Better pack bag
Sunday> PAINTBALL WITH THE PHYSICS GANG AND DINNER AFTER :DDDDDDDDDD! FREAKING HAPPY!
Monday(29th)> Fly to Sarawak!:)
Tuesday(7th Dec)> Back from Sarawak!:(

Things to do after i come back:
1) Create study plan
2) Study
3) Dye hair!!!!! Red :DDD
4) Seriously study
5) If manage to get through dance audition, then dance at home too :DDD

High hopes seriously. Need to make it to university!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAMBATTE NE!!!

Everyone i hold close to my heart will make it to university! I just got a new study table at home!! We'll make it!

Believe!

Selfish

I wish i didnt ask you to go sleep. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sux 2 b3 moii

:D

Hey guys. OP's tomorrow! Please let me know the words for me to answer for qna please tua peh kong!!! D:

It's a lovehate thing for OP. For one, you're so gonna love the free time you have after all this project work shit is over. Yet at the same time, you won't have the reason to spent time with these same people anymore no matter how much friction you had between each other.

There are certain people you don't talk to when you're not told to. Yes, you know. It'll be difficult to handle these lost causes.

Well, WHATEVER!!!!!! PW IS OVER HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEE soon T_T

Crossroad

So do i exercise diplomacy or do i let my real self go?

You know that you do not want enemies but there are friends that you can never keep and people you cannot satisfy.

At this point, do you know who are your real friends? Who will back you up without a doubt? Well, i do. And i do know those who will sell me out as well.

Do your real friends believe what they want to believe? Do your real friends use you as a tool? Do your real friends listen to rumors about you and not back you up?

Will you back your friend up even if he's in the wrong because he's your friend? Or will you turn your back against him and leave him in the lurch because he's in the wrong?

Do the people who say they know you, REALLY know you? Will the people who say they will never leave, stay forever?

There are so many questions, so little answers..

So, do i put on a mask or do i continue showing my true self?

What should i do.....really.....

(Shit, i really miss you like fuck. But like someone told me, "you live your life & i'll live mine")

It's raining. Today. Now.

YAY GOOGLE CHROME (yeah yeah im slow)

I'm bored. I'm supposed to go gymming. And....i'm still at home. Wow. Smart me. Lazy like hell shit.

Satnding ovation please

This is one of the rarest occasions in history.

Vanessa has finished her I&R & has studied chinese! Woohoo! All the best to me yay :D