Best week of the year............yet ;D

Monday after school was Seoul Garden with those netballers! Sin Ee, Chloe, Hannah, Brenda & wonderful Mauren. Kickstarted my week really well! All the small talks and all! :DDD Laughed & laughed! Yesssssssssss my favourite sport:)

Dance on Wednesday! :D There was this guy who walked behind me and said "Vanessa!" quite loudly! I didnt really recognise him but still said hi like some idiot(as always, you would say). SO i spent the next 3 minutes in the toilet(while changing into my leotard) thinking how on earth did i get to know him. AND OHMYGOD, IT WAS YIJIE!!!!! THE GUY I GOT TO KNOW IN CAFE CARTEL!!!!!! HE DOESNT HAVE FB NOR DID I HAVE HIS HP NUMBER AND NEITHER DID I COME ONLINE FOR ALMOST THE WHOLE OF MY LIFE AFTER OLEVELS! AND HE JUST POPPED OUT OF NO WHERE!!!! OMG RIGHT!!!!!!! That's like remaining contactless for 1.5years!!!!!!!!!!! And still managing to meet each other in such a scenario! If he didnt call my name, i wouldnt even have known that he was running around in my school!

On Thursday, Ms Leow told me she was proud of me for coming to school for 4 consecutive days without being late! She told if i went to school the next day, she would give me a present! HAHAHA!

Friday was the best day of the week! Laughed like some freako tiko with Joyce, Jansen, Li Min & CHong CHieh! Oh my god~ I cant tell you how much i love them maxxxxx because of all of this! Thank God for Sarawak, really:) Then was making pancakes with Des for Shaun's birthday suprise! Sorry it was quite a failure:( But you know i love you!

Saturday (today) has been the most amazing day ever. I woke up at 9.30am to see JianZheng's text saying HwaChong was playing against SR for soccer! (It rained SO heavily on Wed that they couldnt play) SO I RUSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHED DOWN TO SR w/o thinking that it wud be awkward or anything since i dont really know many soccer guys or who would be there just so i could catch up with YiJie! Omg, i got out of my comfy bed eh on a Saturday morning. Believe it or not!!!!!!????? So i spent, the entire Saturday morning under absurd heat waiting for him to finish playing and catch up for an hour about most of our lives! Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happiness! But the sad thing is, he says he doesnt think we would contact each other anytime soon due to the lack of time and the need to allocate our time in doing more useful stuff. Yeapsszsxszxs~~ Roarxszxsz!!

Nyehehehhe~ I hope my academics can match up to his and we'll see each other soon though! ;D Oh ya and i texted Hip too:)

You never cease to amaze me:)

I wish

I were even as half as pretty as them.

I wish i had the strength to go to school.

Maybe i should stop wishing and live it up.

Bloody shit

I hate facing people I abhor.

I hate staying in prescence of people i simply detest.

I just fucking hate you!

Grateful

I understand how people commit suicide because of the stress they face for Alevels. I think those who have withstood those times are really honourable people and deserve the highest praise.

At this moment in time, i have already taken more self-claim holidays than i need. All i wanna do is relax. Take my mind off studying for a wee bit. I have even factored in "finishing homework" time for tomorrow. (But that's because i need to chill out on Thursday & Friday, arghhhh)

Anyway, i really learnt to be grateful for the friends that make you laugh. Throughout this month, i never really felt happier with my SRGCE mates. ^^V All i want to do after school is meet Joyce and talk & laugh at her retardedness hiack hiack! Or even play LAN with Gen Jan & CC! Or just simple dinner at this overpriced fan dian, LOL! I honestly cherish this a lot:) YAY!

Also, meeting Mauren today in the afternoon just made my cramps & headache & whatever physical shit i was suffering from like so much better. Just seeing her makes me happy. Last time when i could see her everyday, i didnt even attend school!!! I guess, to make my life worth it, i would go to school everyday just to see Joyce and maybe eat dinner with the retards lah roar.

Dancemates also make me kinda look forward to dance too. At least some motivation there:) Black leotard & wedgies all.

I'd really love to thank you for cheering me up yesterday. I dont know what i would have done. Anyway, my chem test still cui la..... So...... Heh.

Whatever the case is, i guess, im not such an easily happy kid afterall:(