"What's that?" *points with disgusted face*
"Just chi er yi!"
Miss that. :D Miss waking up to get nagged by Sharfana to bathe. Miss getting laughed at when my roomies tell me what weird things I did at night. Miss playing with my heart out. Miss walking along the streets stinking with smelly tofu & randomly whipping out our phones to snap pictures.
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Something tells me I've been making the wrong decisions & using the wrong way to face up situations. I've been under influence, thanks to my weak mind. Compared to 2 years ago, Im now just a pathetic attempt to succeed.
Succession, what the hell is success?
Is it when you pass all your stupid exams with flying colours, staying at home to moan that you have no friends all day long, eating with the last cleaner who left the school in Yassin, advance to get a great job in life, buy a big mansion & stay with the richest guy for the rest of your life?
Or is it staying out late with friends, flunking your exams, getting high on alcohol at random times of the night, quitting school, getting a mediocre job with average pay, marrying some smelly homeless guy along the street with a cardboard box to live in?
Been thinking about what I want & guess what, I forgot to think about what other people would want. I forgot how it was like to stop thinking about the past & future but live out on the present & nothing but the present. Nothing matters like now. I dont know what I want.
Do you? How will you see yourself in five years time?
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