What the fuck is wrong with me

Tomorrow's the first day of the Mid-Years. Guess what, I havent done any productive thing & tada! Im screwing up my life once again.

I dont even know if this is what I really want. And no matter if this is the way I want it or not, you'll be at the losing end. It's completely different from what I expected it to be because in the end, I realised I wasnt prepared for any of this. How do I put it......ah yes,

I will be the bitch of the year.

SCREW THIS LIFE.