JUST WHEN I WAS GETTING SOOOO HYPED UP ABOUT TOMORROW'S SWIMMING SESSION WITH TRICIA, girls' best friend/worst enemy HAD to come today!
It's like:
you have been starving for half a day and you wanted to walk into Mac for a bite when it collapses right infront of you with Optimus Prime trampling over it and Megan Fox and Shia LaBeouf trailing behind!
you had been yearning your entire life to get married to your boyfriend of 10years and he dies of cancer!
when your crush sends you to your doorstep and you thought he was leaning over for a kissand the butterflies get so excited in your stomach with the intensity building up inside of you but in the end he says "Is that your cat right behind you?"!
when your phone vibrates and the thought of the boy of your dreams leaving you a message pops up in your mind and you hesitate to check the name of the person for 5minutes and when you finally muster enough guts to take a peek at the screen, you realise it wasnt him!
In short, IT SUCKS!
I want to be crazy, so smart, so calm, so prestigious, so talented, have many friends that honestly care about me, so beautiful, so well-curved, so respected, famous, helpful, everything!
Have you ever felt you had to live up to all your expectations that you know you could never meet? Man, I gotta be content with what I have. But what do I have, really..
I'd love to be so many different mes..can anyone understand what kind of weird feelings Im going through? Doubt so, its so weird.
I'm here and gone again, hahahahah!
Studies arent everything, I know. Money isnt everything, I know that too. But I have nowhere to go from here. No one will want to try new things with me. I want to do so many things. I want to try so many things. I hate planning my future, I hate doing things for my future. I used to like many things, I dont even know how and why I became who I am today. And I dont really like me.
Hello/Goodbye - Erin McCarley
I'd love to hear you say
anything but silence
You're unaware that I'm so tired
And I've tried to understand
am I the only one who cares here?
I can't let you, let you disappear
I'd love to hear you say
anything but silence
You're unaware that I'm so tired
And I've tried to understand
am I the only one who cares here?
I can't let you, let you disappear
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