It is when you realise, the person you thought you could relate to, was gone.
It is only 1 year later your mind clicks that the person who would readily say yes to any random request you make, who would suddenly feel like eating or drinking the same thing you do, who would stay over at each other's places to do nothing but watch tv and laugh throughout the night, who would come up to you and ask "why? what happen?" even when you look alright but he/she knows how you felt without mentioning it, who would catch your eye and start giggling and you would start to too, has vanished and left your life.
Your one and only person who could enter your mind, rewire your hypothalamus has now allowed him/herself to contact you via sms when you were already on the ledge.
The stress, the trauma, the pressure, the expectations, the papers, your regrets-on-hold building up, weighing you down. The only way you could go was down.
Everyone is preoccupied, everyone is vying for the spots. Why has competition emerged as a fire breathing dragon that shortens your temper, takes away your paitence, tears your happiness and brings tears to your eyes?
Tp/tb, I miss you.
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