DAMN ANNOYED

Am so irritated right now. Never felt this feeling ever!!!! If life had caution signs, I guess I sped.

Shiaaaaaat, am sooooo going to be late for school for the next 2 years. Gawd, this sucks. BIG TIME.

Told myself to control my emotions this year. Thank God I didnt give my 100%. Maybe that's why you lost interest in the first place. Lol.

Going to feel this sucky for the holidays?! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH. No point, no point, no point.

So many people in your life have stepped in & out, what difference does this one person make?

WAKE UP WAKE UP.

This doesnt work. I dont know what does anymore :/

Peranakan culture

http://blog.poperror.com/?p=574

http://peranakan.org.sg/index.php?option=com_content&task=section&id=7&Itemid=56

http://www.singaporevr.com/vrs/PeranakanMuseum/Marriage.html

Kiasu (Traditional Chinese: 驚輸; POJ: kiaⁿ-su) is a Hokkien (a Chinese spoken variant) word that literally means 'fear of losing' (Mandarin Chinese: 怕輸). However its actual usage would imply a meaning more approaching that of "dog in a manger", and yet not quite.[citation needed] Examples of kiasu behaviour includes accumulating too much food on one's plate during a buffet lunch in case there is no more later, or joining a queue many days in advance just to ensure that one successfully gets hold of the limited free tickets to events, promotions and shows such as Singapore's annual National Day Parade.

Live your life,
Don't let anyone tell you that your not good enough for it, oh~

Sorry, just for reference tomorrow at school while doing proj work. Heh. Sorry kiddos who dont have school T_T

Gawd, I miss you so much

All about the human interaction

It's not about the number of decades or split seconds you had
together,

but the intensity of the moment &

how much you changed each other in the process.

Wishing with all my might

It's always good to have people reminding & caring for you around.

It feels great to love the people around you who are aware rather than people who blur themselves around & maybe pretend not to notice.

(Am keeping too many things to myself these days)

I thank Ian for making realise what a stuck up bitch I am sometimes & Everard & MH for poking sense that I've been an irritating & easily emotion manipulated whore most of the time.

School is more or less about maximising your learning space & trying to conjure some weird magic into getting an A for every test. (BTW I PASSED MY CHINESE TEST, GAAAAAAAAAWD) And about excelling in sports. Almost everyone is pretty much serious in doing what the teachers tell us to do. Makes me feel retarded sometimes because I dont usually listen to the higher authority. Heh, positive influence does wonders. Yes Im also easily influenced-.-

On the other hand, you dont see a future in what you do most of the time. You live by the day. Once you get lost in studying through books, social awareness goes out the window. You rush home, bang a few aunties, stare at some kids, open your books & start to study again. That is if you get too used to it.

Darkness engulfs you - whole.

But Im not like that yet. :D

I just wish, one day, if I really become like that someone would wake me up form this trance. Anyone would do. I dont want to be a walking lump of sculptured flesh void of all emotion.

To digress from getting all sulken down & emo, I tell you something! I saw two cockroaches having sex on Thursday! Second time k! Called bitch immediately. Hehe. Goshhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

Oh gosh! Everyone is getting older by the day ;D

The day I turned 14, 16 & finally 17 only got better by the years.

14 was getting suprised by the amount of presents(mostly soft toys) at my table! Gosh right?! Tweety bird & sylvester frenzy heh :D

16, the year of olevels. Gosh. Steamboat with the whole gang at la mei zi XD Thank you Damian & Vanessa for the cake!

17, suprised by an awesome Angie's Choice cake by Hip & ShiWei running to the stall right after PE(when I fainted) and back. FOR ME, OMG. Presents from Joyce, Everard, Joshua, Naomi & Karen:) Thank you all very muchhhhhhhhh, really.

Met the whole gang at Just Acia :D (was late, sorry) with Tricia & Jeph saying that they had work & then not coming :<>

MR TAN BOUGHT ME AN INSTAXXXXXXXXXXXXX OMGGGGGGGGGGG!!! XDXDXDXD

WangRen(long lost primary school friend) also met me up to wish & pass me present! GOSHHH!

I know I usually type out every single one's name for wishes and all. But this year goshhhh, overwhelmeddddddddddd! THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUU :B ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, ALSON(17)! {2ndMarch}

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZACHARY(2ND EVER BIRTHDAY YAY)! {3rdMarch}

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY, SENG YANG(17)! {4thMarch}

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY, KOK WAI(17, LUVS SISTER)! {5thMarch}

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY, ALEX CHIA(17)! {7thMarch}

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY, ZHI EN(17, LUVS BRO)! {8thMarch}

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY, WEI YOONG(17)! {9thMarch}

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY, SHAO QING(19)! {10thMarch}

Busy busy people! Love you all to bits! Photos uploaded in fb sooooooooooooooooon :B (when Jeph returns me Cammy & my wire ;D)